The only person that really cares about me at work has their last day tomorrow. There’s no one left at work that I can really talk to, and everybody has been acting like straight up bitches lately.
The whole company is one pit of unorganized chaos full of assholes and I don’t feel like my future is secure there speaking of long terms…
I think I hit rock bottom today. Only thinking about having to go there again tomorrow, and the day after, and next week leaves me feeling nauseated, and depressed.
I’d quit right away (because let’s face it, these are symptoms I can’t ignore much longer), but I need the money. There is no way of a quick solution for this situation right now and it’s making me even more sick.
I have been taking more anti-depressants the past weeks than I had in the past years (I rarely needed to, that is).
I called my mum today in a quiet minute and told her I needed to talk to her and my father one of these days. I’ll talk my options through with them and discuss which steps I should take to get away from there without getting me into a huge financial disaster.
Can’t do that much longer….
I hope things get better for you soon.